It’s almost been a year since we started getting close again .. It amazes me how so many things can change within less than 12 months.. I’ve always thought that this.. Or WE would last long, I really did.. But then again, you don’t always get what you want. I know I messed up real bad, and clearly it IS my fault, I’m just really hoping you can forgive me for putting you through so much all for nothing. We both knew we wanted this so badly, but I warned you from the start, I give up easily, and I fuck up constantly. You tried so many times to put us back together, but I was always so hard headed. Didn’t realize I would regret it this much. But enough of this, I just wanted to let you know that you were the best thing that ever happened to me, you might not think so, but believe me… You really are. You’ve taught me what was good and what was bad, you left me with hundreds of memories with you.
And I guess thats the only thing I have left.. Memories and feelings that won’t ever disappear no matter how hard I try to forget them…
You honestly made me become a better person. And now that you’re gone, I’ll never be the same.
